4-5months back my Desktop went into failed state without giving me any initial warning.I had to repair it till it was working fine like a new baby.But while I was with repairer guy who told me that its just overheating problem and it will cost around 1k bucks.I will have to replace CPU fan,fan stand too,that time it stucked me that I was ignorant about my desktop and my desktop like a perfect friend tried to gave me distress signal that it will fail in near future by already pointing out the fan error.

but I simply refused to act on it, maybe cause of my new enemy procrastination that was holding me back.A simple procrastinated work lead to complete disaster.Now that it working fine and I am thinking more about it I wonder if I can co-relate this thing to butterfly effect in chaos theory.dropping all technical details of it.One can explain it in simple word as

“ A flying of butterfly can create tornado.” or small changes in one system may have big effect in other part of the system.

from The initial signal from the fan of failure and my ignorance towards it to causing overheating of CPU chip and then complete failure of entire pc working.This dramatized steps points to only one thing which is butterfly effect. cause of little mis-judgment yielded in shutdown of PC.

Now I wonder how many (disastrous) things in life was result of butterfly effect ??

Now I am starting to see most of the past error that I have made was result of this.Starting with not able to fill any academic form before due date or not even able to repair my CPU fan which later resulted in complete desktop PC failure due to overheating for almost 2 straight days. Now it feels like when you wake up from that deluded dream and everything you see is not obscure anymore. Ahan it feels real.

Now I have to to open up my eyes and make decision and act on it before I feel to procrastinate again.

*Rajneeti*

I was waiting for the movie and planned to watch it quite a few days ago, but it dint worked and today after booking the show in advance.Me and my friends finally were able to see it in cinemax.

Movie was directed by Prakash Jha.He Directed Gangajal with Ajay devgan who was awarded by National award.Movie didn’t fail like last one ,with huge star-cast and pretty handy script he delivered blockbuster.

Plot-direction-acting

The movie’s main plot was based on Indian politics and the family issues who just want to get “satta ki khursi”.Starting from first few minutes movie starts to take grip on audience and keep it firm till end. Director was able to portray eloquently  the image of Mahabharata where Brij(Nana) was acting as Krishna and Samar(Ranbir) was Arjun and rest were the projecting the similar kind of of character images.Everybody acted with ease and has given justice to their character very well,Ajay was as always superb in his role,Nana was pulling string behind the curtain in his impressive acting style,Arjun rampal has done his role seriously.Katrina could have been better specially in the last scene where she gives a speech to people.Ranbir has shown nice acting skills in his recent movies and acted very well in this movie as well, which is neither on side of good nor on bad some what grayish character. Another very good point was that movie doesn’t include any songs as audience never needed any.They all  were busy keeping momentum with movie.Direction was impressive yet some glitches were there.

Music:

Music was altogether classic and refreshing specially mora saiyyan, nothing to say about other songs.

Facebook recently launched new event as “A” week on Facebook.It is an attempt to give insight that world is full of people who are Good without GOD and live their live without any religious faith.

In this event Facebook user can participate by just putting his/her Display picture as Italic A in red color with black background in week of 29march to 6april The main idea was to show the world that World is full of Atheist/agonistic and they don’t need any religious faith or need of higher supernatural power such as god.

I came to know about this event last week and i am going to participate in it as i am an atheist too.

for further details click here.

Points:

1>Social message:

What on earth he was thinking when he came up with this catch-phrase and I don’t understand why people are liking about it. It all seems superficial to me that by telling yourself that “all is well” will solve problem or “Usase himmat milti hai ladne ke liye” as per amir khan in movie. I think its craziness that if someone is telling oneself that all iz well and there is nothing to fear of and baaaammm all problem solved.huh???.Well i think it’s is just another escape from the reality for those who cannot cope up with it. So the whole point of telling yourself that all iz well is craziness.My conclusion is that when rajkumar hirani came up with idea that i should make movie based on “five point someone” till that day it was ok but later he realise that i have to release this movie in December when all family will be enjoying vacations and to attract the audience he added this rubbish thing and he changed the script.

2>Friendship

I asked to many friends those who liked this movie that what did u like so much about this movie. Most of them said that it was the friendship that those guys shared .Well I guess my friends didn’t realise that it was Amir who left them behind and disappear into different world (bahti nadi sa tha wo…kaha gaya use dhundo) without telling anybody about his story (again which wasn’t even worth appreciating and didn’t bring any tear in my eyes) and in the end when they finally met him. He was acting like “ohh me to tumhra he intejar kar raha tha” and suddenly all worked out magically they started living happily ever after..???

What was he doing these 10 years after his graduation, if he had really loved them then why didn’t he come for them? Kareena was waiting here all this 10 years for him and that bloody was only dreaming about her .So you liked this friendship and love hammmm…??

3>Engineering

Ohh!!! That was the most pathetic attempt to throw light on engineer’s life. I didn’t understand what he wanted to show in the movie.

Well movie starts with engineering college life how students live there life their, but boooom it all disappear. I still have doubts about the movie that what was in it. It was about 3 friends or engineering life or the portrayal of the our current knowledge system or was it about nothing at all..?

Actually I watched this show on animax long time ago…and I fell in love with the whole story….

The story starts  in the era where world is going to end soon and paradise is  going to appear and only a chosen wolf can find the way to find paradise .
The main protagonist is Kiba,a white wolf who thinks that he is the One who can find way to paradise.So he comes to the “freez” city which is populated with people and some wolves are living their life by taking human form. It is here that he encounters Tsume,Hige,Toboe.All this wolves have come here to find flower maiden whos name is Chiza.She is held captive by people to study at laboratory.But some how Darcia manages to find her and take her to his city…and story continues with some great twists and turns until they manage to find Chiza and follow her to find paradise.
While the group is travelling towards the paradise,they suffer many casualties and only Kiba and Chiza,Darcia are able to make it till last.
In the final battle between Darcia and Kiba ,Darcia gets killed when he jumps into paradise.
And Kiba gets fatally wounded in this battle and Cheza’s body disintegrates into seeds.
Now Kiba thinks thats he was failed with his quest.But as rain starts to fall, he realise that Body of Chiza which was disintegrated in to seed’s forms into beautiful paradise and All wolves reborn as human.

Again This show has got beautiful opening song

In the cold breeze that I walk along
The memories of generations burn within me
Been forever since I cried the pain and sorrow
I live and die, proud of my people gaining

I’m here standing at the edge
Starin up at where the moon should be

Stray!
No regrets ’cause I got nothin to lose
Ever stray!
So I’m gonna live my life as I choose
Until I fall..

Stray! Stray!
Stray! Stray!

3>Naruto

Yeah!! yeah !! Naruto is on 3rd place. Those of you who got little surprised after reading that Naruto is on 3rd place dont get confused.
I guess i dont need to explain anything about this show cause i am sure this is your favourite show too,so i will not explain theme.Frankly speaking i like Sasuke more than Naruto cause the way they’ve shown Sasuke is way cooler than Naruto.This show is not yet finished so i will not write more about this show but one thing i can assure you that it will live upto your expectation.

Hi friends today I am going to share some of  best anime shows those are my
favourite

From the childhood i always like to watch cartoons like Aladdin,duck tales,
spider man,batman and
other Marvel comic shows but in recent past things have change as Internet
 is getting acquainted to everybody we can all watch different shows any
 time anywhere...well don't worry i am not going to tell “How Internet
 has reached to the rural India” so don't be scared..!!.well the point was
 that due this i was able to download some of the Japanese Anime shows 

Last year I got chance to watch some of Anime shows from Japan which
were so interesting,fantasy oriented yet very intelligently shown the
 characters and storyline....and now I have become the fan of Japanese
 Anime World.
My favourite Anime shows



1>Death-note


You can't expect better than this....
Yagami lighto..aka yagami -kun who is very talented teenager gets
 the Death note in which if you write name of any person he/she will die.
 And story begins from this point that what will yagami do with this deadly
 supernatural Deathnote...
Yagami decides himself to be the justice or king of the new world that he wants
to create  and with help of this Deathnote he starts to murder criminals who had
 done some crimes and facing imprisonment in jail..but as slowly story progress
we get to see another very abstruse character at the beginning named “L”.
Who is private detective and college going teen also and then he tries to help
all police force to find mysterious deaths of criminals...and then the real battle begins
 between this two great minds...Yagami who later came to
know as Kira to the world..against "L"..

My  one of the favourite dialogue from the anime is when they encounter each other first time
.on TV and both says loudly "Kira .....L..... I am Justice".

and story continue with their battles to defeat one another...and we get to watch the great fight
between them which is highly intellectual and breathtaking but the real thing or shall i say the best
 part of the anime is when boy name "Near" enters the battle-ground  to fight against Kira.
Near is the most fascinating character of the whole show..and in the battle against kira  he finds
upper hand and defeats him.

Other character:
there are many other characters those have left some very impressing impression on us..
like amane-misa –who is second kira
mello—an orphan kid with high IQ and Near's competetor
Ryuk and Rem---Shinigami who own deathnote and called as deathgod

background music:
If you have seen my previous blog then you would know that this show has got the
best Opening
song,lyrics is best..the theme song of all the three character is awesome..and suits
to their personality.

Ps:remainig shows will be posted soon..till that bear with me...

My rating: **

All this vacation My friends were saying we will go for 3-idiots and today as per planned we went to see it.

The first half of movie was fine (= ok! ok!) well with same old engineering gags and jokes but it was funny to watch until we were hit by amir khan’s very old style to give some “social message” in the end of the movie.  When he is going to stop this non-sense.The second half was the really boring and I was able to watch it just because of Kareena. Overall this movie was not worth watching in theater and I am going to be very angry on my friends who force me to watch this lousy movie.

More points

1>The direction was again not very good though director tries to show us some nice scenery of Shimla and ladahk . The engineering college is also not shown properly nor the hostel.

2>Music : After coming out of the theater I can only remember one song   “Zoobi Doobi “ kareena is looking awesome in that song well I can say paisa wasool.

3>Acting : Amir was just trying to be funky with his layback attitude in movie all the time,Others were descent ,Kareena was awesome as usual.

Actually before watching this movie I thought that I will write full blog on it but after watching it I am really not in mood to write so I will wrap up this time..

**cloud::”stay in my memory where you belong….”

saphiroth::”i will never be memory

**if i were rain…could i connect with someone heart..

as rain can unite the eternally separated  earth and sky..Bleach

**I have to remind myself that some birds aren’t meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright.And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice.But still, the place you live in is that much more gray and empty that they’re gone. I guess I just miss my friend.

**Want to see future..just ping to 127.0.0.1

**Q – Why don’t programmers pray?

A – They don’t like throwing null pointer exceptions!

**Programming is 10% science, 20% ingenuity, and 70% getting the ingenuity to work with the science.

**To say I Love one must first know how to say ‘I’

**“That love is reverence, and worship, and glory, and the upward glance. Not a bandage for dirty sores.But they don’t know it. Those who speak of love most promiscuously are the ones who’ve never felt it.They make some sort of feeble stew out of sympathy, compassion, contempt and general indifference, and they call it love.Once you’ve felt what it means to love as you and I know it–the total passion for the total height–you’re incapable of anything less.”

**““He walked to a window and stood looking up at the sky. His head thrown back, he felt the pull of his throat muscles andhe wondered whether the peculiar solemnity of looking at the sky comes,not from what one contemplates, but from that uplift of one’s head””

**And now, to cure a world perishing from selflessness, we are asked to destroy the self.”

**Dominique: You’ve never felt how small you were when looking at the ocean.

Gail: Never. Nor looking at the planets. Nor at mountain peaks. Nor at the Grand Canyon. Why should I ? When I look at the ocean,I feel the greatness of man.I think of man’s magnificent capacity that created this ship to conquer all that senseless space.

**Hope is nothing more than resignation ..that is wat it is..not real…

**PAIN – “Those who do not understand true pain can never understand true peace.”

**World without Lavender is Black

** Will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?

** But I mean it. How do you always manage to decide >?

How can you let others  decide for you.?

As they say “There are only two sins in this world, to stay still and to move without purpose”

And didn’t want that sin to be on in my sleeves so I wasn’t writing and didn’t continued my blog…but until this day I find right thing to share..thats why I am writing after so long time…

About the movies that made me cry..

At the beginning I wasn’t much of into movies and I used to watch movies just for fun without thinking much into details of it..But this is change now cause after watching some movies my opinion and my views are changed…and today I want to share those with you(to whomsoever it may be reading…and I hope at least someone is reading)

I am going to write the movies in timely fashion i.e. the time when I watched those movies not the time when they were released..

1>Swades(2004)

Director: Ashutosh Gowariker

The movies was box office hit as well as critically acclaimed…This movie is about The young NRI who come to his home country after long time to take his nanny home. and after watching the situation and condition of his country he decides to fly back to his “home” again. The very well directed by movie director and the only movie in which i like Khan. What I really liked about this movie was the end when the decides to fly back to his home country and his friend ask him “are you going for that girl(gaav ki chori)..are you insane”…and the Mohan says its not about her”…This is the best end of very nice movie..The director could have shown some flashy ending or very dramatic ending to catch the audience eyes but he kept it as simple..yet very elegant. The scene that made me cry was when Mohan ask for water in railway and the guy give him.. a glass of water.

2> pursuit of happyness(2006)

Director: Gabriele Muccino

Be movie name oneself can find out what would be in it…based on true story of young American person who tries to achieve the happiness for himself and his family and how he achieved it. This movie is very well directed by Gabriele is one of the most inspirational and motivational movie for me.

I guess it is because the simplicity that always matter in direction, you don’t need to show any unnecessary emotional exaggeration to get the audience attention but this movie is exactly opposite it shows emotion as it is without any extra additive .

Some of the best scene from the movie is when cris Gardner tries to tell the difference between “probably” and “might be” to his son..And the time when he teaches son about the thing that if you have dream you should protect it..People will tell you that you can’t do it, cause they think that they can’t do it..

3> Schindler’s list(1993)

Director: Steven Spielberg

This movie is by far one of the best movie in any language according to me.

As agent smith told Neo in Matrix “It was your life that taught me the purpose of my life” just like that

I can say “it was this movie that taught me the value if human life.”

Well I am not very skilled writer to explain how much I love this movie but I still try to tell you. Again based on true story of Man who finds the value of human life while saving the Jewish from Nazis during the Second World War. Choices that you make in your life determines you future not some fate or other higher energy that’s what I learn from the scene when A little boy escape from the camp and try to find the place where he can hide from all this holocaust but failed to do so. And then he jumped in to sink full of shit to hide from the Nazi army. If he wouldn’t have done this then he probably would have died at that time, but he chose to live and he survive. The whole movie is full of such immortal scenes that teach us the meaning and importance of life and the value of life could even be one gold ring.

So this were the movies that made me and eventually taught me something more meaning full in life and I guess this list won’t stop here cause there might be movies that are left unwatched or maybe yet to be made.